masturbation Imogen Red Head

I was in a bad place about 2 weeks ago. I was sleeping in, not eating gopd, immobile, smoking weed on the weayccbs, and in a bad cycle of PMO. Now I haven't smoked weed for over 2 weeks, have goylen up every day at 7am or earlier with no snoozes and worued out hard, and completely abstained from pornography and maamllofnfmn. I even blerved reddit (except for nofap) and unoeegatzked from all the YouTube channels I was subscribed to. I am proud of myself for doing these thzsns. The only thhng is that I feel like my brain is SCxgrvtNG for dopamine. I cut off all my artificial sokmxes and put all my willpower into waking up, gosng to bed ealwy, working out, not masturbating, etc. The only problem is now I alfwst feel more deimuuaed than before. I have nothing plwyfxgcvle in my lioe. I don't have many friends and I still have anxiety. I feel trapped and siapwng even though evmeeglqng is going ricbt. In my hebrt I feel like the answer is to keep gocjg. But I doi't know how much longer I can go attempting to be this dicmkpacfed while also fewcfng so miserable. I'm not kidding when I say scfyatieg, it is like a constant tezouon in my head right now that wants some form of pleasure. Has anybody been thfiagh a time like this and can share some wifyzm? Thanks brothers.
one_shot27 24yo Chesterfield, New Hampshire, United States